Rollercoaster......

Of Love...

"Edited on 05/01/2007 because I was a little derogatory and used terms that I should not."

LOL. I wont lie but I guess I can be the man. A dickhead; but, still THE man.

I never want to be disrespectful or arrogant but sometimes I feel like I am on top of the world.

I can get who and what I want when I want. Of course, there are exceptions. Those exceptions, anything I have to chase, makes life fun.

The problem is: I do not consciously seek the proverbial easy catch. I just seem to run into them constantly. I try to stay away but I know I want more.

So other than finding a decent woman which I realize will probably never happen at a bar....everything is GOOT.

Poker is awesome, pool is awesome, and women are awesome.

I guess I am just sick of wasting time for nothing. Stressing over chicks and my career for nothing. I get what I fucking want when I want it and I proved it to myself tonight and in the past.

I am done fucking with anyone or anything that is not worth my time.

I am bored of running around. I am bored with it so I resign my pimp hood.

Now, this doesn't mean I will "wife" anyone. Does not mean I will fall in love with anyone on a snap. Does not mean that I am going crazy and running to find so person. These are all huge misconceptions.

Just means that I know where my life is heading now and I am happy.


Holla